I AM SECRETLY A NUMBER 5.

Yes!
One week monthly test already over.
So i think i will fail 2subject.
Which is Moral and Science.
Don't care.
It's our holidays now.

After friday test, went to pyramid with my best buddies.
HAHAHAAA fun? Okay lah.
Watch i'm number 4.
Opps. So now i am secretly number 5! :D

2 days left. I'm going China.
Wuhooo. With parents and a bunch of old peoples.
Wait. Old peoples which my grandaunty, granduncles them.
And i'm going to be an old woman too? :(
But can go buy things, tak ape. Haha.

我以为我的温柔，能给你整个宇宙。
我以为终究你会慢慢明白，我的心，在你身上很久了。
我以为我够坚强，却一天天失望，却输得那么绝望。
我的以为，只是我以为。

I thought i am strong enough.
What do you want from me? I mean a the girl.
You can flirt with others, but not him.
Understand? Don't be so flirty, please?
Thankyou.

Ahhh don't emo. Hehe.
Forget it. Don't care this small thing.
But doesn't mean i don't care you.
:)

Goodbye, peeps.
Won't be update this month? Or only this coming week lah.
Let's see.

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P.S
I MISS YOU.

LET'S PARTY!

It's friday tomorow, but yet so far.
Haih. Can't wait for tomorow.
I wanna rock everywhere.

Tomorow going for snowflakes, shopping and movie.
With my buddies KokWeng, Bernice, ShawNam and XingDe.
Err. I guess some of my classmate will follow us too.
If i'm not mistaken. Haha.

Ohh ya. Don't wanna be so high.
Tomorow still having maths paper. Haha.
And i got back my ekons and english papers.
Ekons i got 62% + coursework = Maybe 82% ?
English i got 68% + coursework = Maybe 88% ?
Haha. Lets see. :D

And i'm sure i will fail my science, moral?
I hate both of them.
I fail my moral not because i don't have moral knowledge kay!
I fail science just because i don't want to be scienctist!

Hahaha. That's all.
I guess today post got abit boring. :)

Byeee. Love you.

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P.S
WHEN I THOUGHT IS ALL OVER.

I AM STRONG.

明明很想哭，却还在笑。
明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。
明明很想挽回，却坚定的说不。
明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福了。

明明忘不掉，却说可以忘记。
明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。
明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。

明明说的话是违心的假话，却说那是真心话。
明明眼泪都快流了，却高昂着头。
明明很累了，却告诉自己我不累。

为的只是隐藏自己的脆弱，即使难过，也会伪装的无所谓。
只是不愿别人看到自己的伤口，不想让别人同情。

只想在心底独自承受，虽然心疼得难以呼吸，
却笑着告诉所有人我没事。
然后静下来时，自己便笑话自己，
何必把自己伪装得那么坚强？
好像自己可以承受所有的苦难。

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P.S
I LOSE.