♥ BELONG TO ME ♥

TRUST ME FOR ONCE

2011-11-22T17:26:00.001+08:00

Never thought, seriously.

Do you know what i mean? Yes, i know what to do.

I know what to do the next step.

Thankyou. Thankyou.

Sometimes, you even ask me whether got any topic to talk.

What is this? Okay. I know i'm bored to you.

But others, nah. I can talk anything i like.

Just to show you that, we're not suitable. Hehe.

I even reply a LOL to stop the conversation.

Or maybe HAHA? Or maybe CHEH?

I'm just too sorry. Seriously, no topic for you.

We are not suitable, serious.

Trust me for once.

We can be best friend, but not more than that.

And i'm not going to accept any relationship until i meet a true man.

_______

Why so complicated?

BEGINNING OF THE END.

2011-10-20T22:12:00.003+08:00

Goodbye, my lovely friends.

Goodbye, my beloved teachers.

Goodbye, Mr Chew and Mr Tan.

Those long and tireless days that we spent.

learning and listening and working somewhat hard.

Where what was going to become our life for the next 12 years.
We came to know each others;

likes and dislikes and who were where on the inside.

We all learned the hard stuff and dealt

With pain of coming to school every day.

Along the way we had lost friends and gained new ones,

But most of all we learned the most important thing.

Being who we are not who everyone wants us to be,

But who we want to be.
We never let them take that chance

To push us on the ground and stay there.

We may be together, we may not but dont forget.
Remember the time you had,

Weather it may be good or bad you'll miss it.

One last day of union, before we go our separate ways.

Friends and family gather to share the special moment.
Reminiscing youthful memories that embrace the depths of our hearts.

Tears of joy and sadness, vibrate within our veins.
Yet new memories are created to last a lifetime.

A new chapter lies ahead;
the beginning of the end.

_______

Goodbyes are whispered silently.

MY HEART WILL REMAIN THE SAME.

2011-09-15T00:07:00.000+08:00

You said you'll come back.

But you din't. You lied to me again and again.

How can i face and trust you again?

You hurt me again and again.

How can i let go again?

I told them, i hate you.

I told them, i don't like you.

I told them, you're like a Mr.lala.

I told them, you're a failure.

I told them, you're not my cup of tea.

I told them, we are impossible.

But do you know, i did not really mean that way?

For me, your bad attitude is still perfect.

The feeling will never go away.

I remember how your sweet talk was.

You jealous. You angry.

Just because i close to other boys.

I just want you to know me well.

My heart will never change to any colour,

No matter how much i close to other boys.

It'll still and always remain the colour that you like.

Can't you just trust me?

Trust is just like a piece of paper.

Once it crumpled, it can't be perfect again.

A relationship without trust, is like an iPod without music.

There's no point of having one.

* The very true statement for me. *

Just because we don't talk anymore,

But doesn't mean i don't think about you.

Do you understand, Mr Silly? :(

______

Just because relationship ended,

But doesn't mean my feelings did.

REST IN PEACE AND MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE.

2011-08-06T17:48:00.001+08:00

Uncle, rest in peace. 20.7.2011.

I will remember 20th of July every year.

Why you choose to left us and choose to be alone? :(

This picture was the last time you took photo with us. Which is this year.

And you will not be inside our every year big family's photo.

But always remember, we'll miss you to the max.

Kay. Lets talk about school.

Results like shit. Like seriously. ~~Wtf.~~

I din't study at all this time. As what you all know what happen lah.

My uncle passed away. And i don't really have enough time to study.

I know y'all will think i'm finding excuse, but it's true.

And few months left, i have to leave my high school.

High school, its kind of complicated life.

I know. But it's still a memory of us.

I love my classmates. They can make me down and up.

As what you know, i'm the quite smallest size in class.

Some of them treat me really good. Like brothers and sisters.

Sometimes, i will feel like want to go college as fast as i can.

But i really got no idea how to say bye bye to my high school friends.

I guess i'll miss them a lots. I guess i'll cry on graduation night? :D

So yea, i'll start study now. Kay, NOW!

SPM TRIAL = 53days more. SPM = 101days more.

Just imagine that you have to study form4 and form5 every subject.

~~What the hell?~~ Do you think is easy?

Why should we having exam? It's kind of wasting paper, you know?

The goverment don't know how to save the world? Aww..

Alright, i shouldn't blame anyone right now.

I should off to study and eat right now.

Baii. ♥

_________

P.S

Uncle, i'll miss you.

♥ you.

WHY CAN'T?

2011-05-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Oh hai.

I love Bruno Mars.

I love Justin Bieber.

I keep repeating thier songs.

I can't focus on my studies.

And now, im down.

Why can't i just smart as my brother, Yap Ying Kai?

Why can't i just smart as Bernice Tay Kai Jin?

Why can't i just smart as Aliya?

Why can't i just smart as Chew Xing De?

Aww. I born to be so stupid. Sad.

I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad.

Buy the thing i never had.

I seriously have to get off to study now.

See you when after exam. :)

______

P.S

THIS LONG DISTANCE IS KILLING ME.

WITHOUT YOU, I'M GONNA DIE.

2011-05-14T14:27:00.004+08:00

It's all about money money money.
I don't have money anymore.
Here needa money. There needa money.

I know i got no entitle to talk about i don't have money.
Because money earn by my parents. Not me.
I'm just seriously. My purse left 3 bucks.
What the doo?

Without money, i could really die man.
I spend too much? Maybe.
Class trip, renew passport, class celebration fund and so on.
All i paid by myself. Go to the bank and click.
I don't even dare to ask from my parents about it.
Because i go play not my parents.

Go bank is easy. Beside my grandma's house.
But after using, i feel so hard. Because my bank left so little! :(
You can say i spent too much.
But in the other way, i want to enjoy the last year in high school.
So in the end, i can't blame anyone.

I'M ADDICTED TO YOU!

_____

P.S
I think i wanna marry you.
:)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, SHIYEE.

2011-05-04T21:56:00.005+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY, BEST BUDDY.
HOPE YOU GET A BIG SURPRISE TODAY.
HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENT I GAVE.
IT'S STICKY CANDY AND A SMALL CARD.
WUHOOO. DO YOU LIKE IT?
HAHAHAHA.

YOUR SISTER ORGANIZE FOR YOU THE SURPRISE.
I'D REALLY JEALOUS THAT HAVE SUCH A GOOD SISTER.
TEEEEEHEEEEE. JEALOUSY KILLS. KIDDING. XD

STAY HAPPY
STAY FUNNY
STAY BLUR
AND
SAY NO TO EMO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEST BUDDY.
I APPRECIATE YOU AS MY BEST BUDDY EVER.

________

P.S
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

BACK TO HAPPY GIRL! :)

2011-04-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

Finally.
Hahaha. At least i step out the first step.
Thankyou so much.

Leave it as a good memories.
Ok? Done.
Nothing much.

No more jealousy happen.
No more emo happen.
No more sad happen.
Right?

And so, my life still can be happy.
I'm officially a happy girl.
HAHAHAHAAA.

Kthxbai.
Ah kai is crazy -___-
HAHAHA!

____

P.S
突然明白,
还要傻多久?
爱错了才懂.
勇敢的离开你.
我不允许自己再爱上你.

I AM SECRETLY A NUMBER 5.

2011-03-12T18:19:00.004+08:00

Yes!
One week monthly test already over.
So i think i will fail 2subject.
Which is Moral and Science.
Don't care.
It's our holidays now.

After friday test, went to pyramid with my best buddies.
HAHAHAAA fun? Okay lah.
Watch i'm number 4.
Opps. So now i am secretly number 5! :D

2 days left. I'm going China.
Wuhooo. With parents and a bunch of old peoples.
Wait. Old peoples which my grandaunty, granduncles them.
And i'm going to be an old woman too? :(
But can go buy things, tak ape. Haha.

我以为我的温柔，能给你整个宇宙。
我以为终究你会慢慢明白，我的心，在你身上很久了。
我以为我够坚强，却一天天失望，却输得那么绝望。
我的以为，只是我以为。

I thought i am strong enough.
What do you want from me? I mean a the girl.
You can flirt with others, but not him.
Understand? Don't be so flirty, please?
Thankyou.

Ahhh don't emo. Hehe.
Forget it. Don't care this small thing.
But doesn't mean i don't care you.
:)

Goodbye, peeps.
Won't be update this month? Or only this coming week lah.
Let's see.

____

P.S
I MISS YOU.

LET'S PARTY!

2011-03-10T18:43:00.003+08:00

It's friday tomorow, but yet so far.
Haih. Can't wait for tomorow.
I wanna rock everywhere.

Tomorow going for snowflakes, shopping and movie.
With my buddies KokWeng, Bernice, ShawNam and XingDe.
Err. I guess some of my classmate will follow us too.
If i'm not mistaken. Haha.

Ohh ya. Don't wanna be so high.
Tomorow still having maths paper. Haha.
And i got back my ekons and english papers.
Ekons i got 62% + coursework = Maybe 82% ?
English i got 68% + coursework = Maybe 88% ?
Haha. Lets see. :D

And i'm sure i will fail my science, moral?
I hate both of them.
I fail my moral not because i don't have moral knowledge kay!
I fail science just because i don't want to be scienctist!

Hahaha. That's all.
I guess today post got abit boring. :)

Byeee. Love you.

____

P.S
WHEN I THOUGHT IS ALL OVER.

I AM STRONG.

2011-03-07T17:38:00.003+08:00

明明很想哭，却还在笑。
明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。
明明很想挽回，却坚定的说不。
明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福了。

明明忘不掉，却说可以忘记。
明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。
明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。

明明说的话是违心的假话，却说那是真心话。
明明眼泪都快流了，却高昂着头。
明明很累了，却告诉自己我不累。

为的只是隐藏自己的脆弱，即使难过，也会伪装的无所谓。
只是不愿别人看到自己的伤口，不想让别人同情。

只想在心底独自承受，虽然心疼得难以呼吸，
却笑着告诉所有人我没事。
然后静下来时，自己便笑话自己，
何必把自己伪装得那么坚强？
好像自己可以承受所有的苦难。

____

P.S
I LOSE.

MY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY! ♥

2011-02-26T18:14:00.015+08:00

My birthday cake. Thankyou XingDe! :)
Just wanted to thanks everyone who celebrate for me.
Love you peeps much much and forever. Hehe.

My buddy. Bernice Tay Kai Jin.
Thankyou for the box and ask everyone wrote wishes on a love paper! :)
Love you.

My buddy. Aliyaaa.
Without her, i think my life would be sucks! :o
Because no jokes for me. Hehe.
Love you.

My buddy. XingDe.
Without him, my life would be sucks too.
No jokes for me. Hahaha.
Thankyou much for the cake yar.
Love you.

My buddy. KokWeng.
Without him, i will diee too.
Know why? I can't get angry.
Cause he alwys make me angry, sometimes lah. :D
Love you.

My buddy. KhaiXin and EngKuan.
They are sweet couple. Hehe.
Hope you both sweet always. Don't argue always.
Hehe. Love you.

The peoples who celebrate for me. :)
Thanks much.

Then Friday after school.
Went to Sunway with SoonLay, WeiWei and Angeline jiejie.
Thankyou SoonLay, WeiWei, Angeline jiejie and ShiYee.
For the branded purse as my present.
My first branded purse, anyway! :D

My sista. SoonLay.
Without her, no sampat and perasan for me.
Hahaha. Thankyou sista!
Love you.

My sista. WeiWei.
Hehe. You know lah. Mwhaha.
Love you.

My sista. Angeline jiejie.
Thankyou for fetching me to sunway.
Love you.

My special present down here.
Cute and funny.

Bernice made and full of everyone wishes.
Love you peeps.

The box is from Bernice.
The bear is from KhaiXin and KhaiQi.
The two packet is from XiaoHan and KerShin(My cousin bro's gf)
The branded purse from SoonLay, WeiWei, ShiYee and Angeline jiejie.

Really love you peeps much..
I will love you peeps forever and ever.
Appreciate! :)

_____

P.S
I HOPE CAN CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH YOU
FOREVER AND EVER..

REMIND ME OF YOU AGAIN..

2011-02-17T17:43:00.004+08:00

我以为总有一天，我会彻底将爱情忘记，将你忘记。
可是，忽然有一天，我听到一首旧哥，我的眼泪就流下来了。
因为这首歌，我们一起听过。

Can't i just forget everything about you?
Why should those thing remind me of you again?
I just want to stay happy..

I scare you will lost, someday.
I scare other person will snatch you away from me, someday.

I hate when other girls close to you.
I hate when other girls talk to you.
I hate when you treat other girls nicely than me.
You can say i'm stingy. But because of you, i'm stingy.

Just to inform you.
It's been so many years, i still can't put you down.

You'll always on my mind, all day just all the time.
You're everything to me..

____

P.S
THE SILLY GIRL EVER.

AS WE GATHER, WE REMEMBER! ♥

2010-12-13T11:40:00.008+08:00

As we gather, we remember.
We have fun together.
Enjoy together.
Angel, Me, XiaoHan and JianYi.
They stay at my house on friday 10.12.10.
We play. We eat. We talk.
We walk together the dangerous part.
Wuuts. We're happy! :D

See. Do you jealous? :)
JianYi, Angel, XiaoHan and me.

Are we cute?
Say yes! :D

So called the gang
keep sticking together when we take photos! :D
Can't seperate.
Me, XiaoHan, Angel, Heng and JianYi.

More photos in my facebook.
As We Gather, We Remember.. :)

____

P.S
* Why am I still..?

END UP LIKE THIS?

2010-12-07T14:27:00.003+08:00

End up like this.
We used 6months to prepare 3days camp.
Awww. End up like this? Hmm.

Not really bad, not really good.
So, what am I talking? Lawl.

1.12.10
Some of us already reach the camp's place.
Which is Sungai Pelek.
We talk, we laugh, we eat, we set all the things.
Badly, LingLi and me woke up around 4am.
Just to eat. Goshh. Too hungry. HAHA!

2.12.10
Everybody reached.
So we run our games and all.

3.12.10
The children reached. Aww..
Headache. Haha. But it was so fun!
Some of them cute, naughty, handsome, pretty.
What you expect? :D

Camp end up on Sunday 4pm.
Which is 5.12.10. They cried. Lawl.
But we're happy. Just because FINALLY!
You know? :)

As we gather, we remember.
There's more photos in facebook if you want to see.

____

P.S
You light up my life.

CAMERON HIGHLANDS! ♥

2010-11-29T00:32:00.022+08:00

21st of November.
Left camp earlier, because dad want to fetch me.
Went to Cameron Trip.
Which my daddy's office worker plan.
It's so fun! :D

Can you see the waterfall? (:
Mama, Papa, ZiYan JieJie, Grace JieJie, MeiMei and me.
Mama who's behind of me.
ZiYan JieJie who's beside of MeiMei and also small size as me.
Grace JieJie who's beside of me.
Are we pretty, cute? :D

Papa who's beside of me.

After that straight to Equatorial Hotel.
On the way, very jam.
Can't believe that Cameron also will jam.
Who cares? :)

Reached there, we rest a while.
Around 6pm, it's BBQ time weih.
Happy! Happy!

9pm is our KTV's time.
Sing! Sing! Sing!
Everybody went back hotel at 11pm.
ZiYan JieJie, Grace JieJie, Papa and me went back 1130pm.
Mama back hotel before KTV's time.
Because she doesn't like those KTV's place.

22nd of November.
Early morning had our breakfast in Hotel.
Went to Orang Asli's place to have a look.
Not bad. Not bad.

Then went to strawberry's farm.
Offer please. Offer please.
We're from very very far. Hahaha!

After that went to temple.
I forgotten what's the name. Haha.

Then went to had our steamboat.
WOAHHH. Damn nice! :D

After that we went to Taman Pertanian.
Now I knew there's a lots of fruits and plant in Malaysia.
LAWLLL. What to do. Hehe.

Me, SiewYan JieJie, Grace JieJie and ZiYan JieJie.

Mama and me.

Me, SiewYan JieJie and ZiYan JieJie.

After that, our tea time! Hurrayy! :D
Then went back to Hotel rest a while.
Around 6pm went to took our dinner.
Nice food. But din't ate much. Hehe.

Around 9pm went back to Hotel Ballroom.
Just to have daddy's office meeting.
Awww. Sitting behind nothing to do. Damn bored.
1130pm went back Hotel and sleep. Haha.

23rd of November.
Morning early 5 30am woke up.
Just to with those JieJies and Korkors watch sunset.
We went Gunung Brinchang to watch.
Nice. The feelings totally like.. Omg! :D

7pm went back Hotel to had our breakfast.
While waiting those peoples who din't went to watch sunset
and they havent wake up.
Then is pool's time. Fun! :D
Play with ZiYan JieJie, Grace JieJie and another KorKor.

Then after that everybody gathered.
We went to Gunung Brinchang again.

Then went to Teh Boh.
Our group photos.
Nice? :)

Really really miss that trip a lots.
Just don't know why.
Maybe is fun? Maybe with JieJies KorKors them? (:

I want to go more trip with dad's office worker.
Which is JieJies KorKors them! :D

_____

P.S
* I Wonder Why..

OUR LOVE WAS A STORY BOOK!

2010-11-08T18:28:00.001+08:00

Our love was a story book.
We met on the very first page.
The last chapter would be about,
How i'm thankful for the life we've made.

And if we had babies they would look like you.
It'd be so beautiful if that came true.
You don't even know how very special you are.

I wonder, I wonder, I wonder.
Why? Hmmm. Help me?
Thankyou.

I will wait until you come back into my life again.
I'm willing to give our love another chance.
You've said before that,
no one should let go of the things they want.
Including the person that they care about.

_____

P.s
原来爱情没有离开过, 只是我记得, 你忘了.
Once the engine start, it will never break.

FLASHING BACK EVERYTHING!

2010-10-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

FLASH BACK EVERYTHING!
Aww. Sad and emo.
I wonder why time passes so fast.

When the first day of kindergarden, my mummy lied to me.
Mummy: If you din't cry, I buy sweets for you. -___-
And of course, I din't cry.
And I'm a very good girl in kindergarden. Always get prizes.
Prizes of singing competition, drawing and blahblahblah.

When I was standard 1, I stepped in primary school.
With those happiness.
Standard 2, be prefect of clealiness.
Standard 3-6, be monitor of the class.
Such a busybody person right? :'/

When I was form1, I stepped in SriKl. With the weird feelings.
And slowly, slowly. I forget my primary's friends.
I HATE my form1's life. Sucks!

When I was form2, something happenned.
And I HATE my form2's life much too. It's sucks!

When I was form3, the feelings are good.
I said: PMR only mah. At last get hollyshit results! :'(

And now, form4. Time passes so fast.
4weeks later, I need to prepare to be the senior of school.
But I'm still small size. Aww.. *stop laughing*

I wonder.. How's my form5's life will be.
Sucks? Stress? Fun?
I don't know yet. We can't get the answer right now.
But I hope we can really have fun and stress in form5.
I hope we can coorperate and be a responsible students.
And not like now! Fooling around, childish, irresponsible and more..
HAHAHAHAHA!

Am I crazy? Think too far.
Form4 finals haven't over yet, and I'm thinking of form5.
-_______-

STRESSSSSSSSSSS!
Everytime I plan to study, but FAILED!
I will thinking of foods always. Urghhh.
Now, I just remember 1nilai for moral.
Damn you, foods!

- Nilai Cinta Akan Negara -
Perasan sayang dan bangga kepada negara
dan meletakkan kepentingan negara melebihi kepentingan diri.
THIS IS WHAT I REMEMBER! :'(

Off to study now. Ciao.

_____

P.s
* Granduncle is not that well today.
Haih.. Hope he can recover faster.
:')

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY, ANGELINE JIEJIE! :D

2010-10-17T17:04:00.016+08:00

HAPPY 19TH EARLY BIRTHDAY, ANGELINE JIEJIE!
JieJie means sister. In case, some people don't know.
The very early celebration for JieJie.
Because after that we got no time to celebrate.
Busy study for the finals and SoonLay busy for SPM.

This is the card we do for JieJie.
WHEEE! Nice? ;D
We do until midnight 3 30am.
Awww. It's late. But AWESOME! ;P

The second day.
We wake up early just to makan and bake cupcake for JieJie.
As birthday present too.

See! I'm so hardworking.
What to do? :D For JieJie mah.

Then after all bake, we keep the cupcakes.
WeiWei ask JieJie come down for eat her breakfast.
We talk. We laugh.

After breakfast, JieJie go up study again.
And we starting do our dinner for JieJie.
Wuuts! It's fun. Enjoy alot.

DINNER'S TIME
JieJie come down eat those foods we cook. HAHAHA!
Maybe it's not so nice, but we used our heart to cook.

JieJie read those letter we wrote for her.
Hehehehe. And of course. We start our job.
Pictures. Photos. Pictures.

WeiWei, SoonLay and me give JieJie a kiss.
Hehe. What to do? We love JieJie mah! :D

Anyway, I dare to kiss people.
Bwhahahaha! Don't make me kiss you peoples when I'm high!
*wink wink*

JieJie open the letter and very carefull worh! :D

JieJie and KorKor(SoonLay and WeiWei's brother).
The very sweet couple! :)

I said, this picture is nice. Awesome! ;P

YAHHHH! The cupcakes we baked! :)
Don't jealous har. I just help to put those cheese and choco.
Sorry for not much helping when baking cupcakes.
Because my brother call me from Australia.

BWHAHAHAHA! Successful!
Hope JieJie enjoyed and had lot of fun that day.
WE LOVE YOU. WE HEART YOU.

____

P.S
* HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JIEJIE.

I MISS THE MOMENTS! ♥

2010-08-23T20:49:00.017+08:00

The big gathering 4

The big gathering 5

The big gathering 6

After all, I met a lot of friends.
Which really close friends.
I appreciate them alot.

They changed me a lot.
They taught me how to be storng.
They taught me how to express out my feelings.

Here, I met up my 2 nanpengyouS.
Which is YeeCheng and WanYee!
Love you girls so much.

Remember we took a lot of pictures that midnight?
Somemore the second early morning day,
we have to go for Buddhist Society's performance.
Remember? (:

She's pretty. Right?
She is the very dumb dumb 1st nanpengyou of mine! :)
She knows my everything. She always be my listener.
She always cheer me up when I'm sad.
Jealous? Go find your own then! (:

She almost kiss my face.
HAHAHA! But who cares?
We're really close close friends.
Although the distance is very far right now.
She also my listener. She cheer me up too.
Hehe. (:

See! This jiejie is very very pretty!
I miss her so much.
Is already like N years din't see her.
Sad! )':

Guess you guys know who is he.
Hehe. JieYao. He's one of the buddhist society's members too! (:

We used to spend our time together and much much.
See our craziness? Hehe.
After performance on 10.1.10 (:

This is how we spent our 31.12.10
We play. We shout. We laugh. We cried.
Sweet moment we have right?

Let me ask you guys a question.
Don't you guys really miss the moment we spent our time together?
Hmmm... T_T

The room is very very small. And 7 peoples sleep together.
Is like OMG! But is really fun! :D

And is midnight!
Omg! We're too crazy. We hungry.
We cook. We eat. Hehehe.
The maggie's night! :D

The buddhist society's camp.
Really nice! I missed the chance to meet them this year.
Haih.. I used to take care them. Guide them.
Be thier funny counselor. Haha.
They're so cuteeeee!

They're shooo cuteee! :)
I miss them. I miss the moment we spend our time together.
OHHH MAIII GODDD!
My tears is going to flows thru my stupid eyes.
T___T

Okay. Lets talk about saturday.
After tuition, went Sharyn's house overnight.
Then Sunday went to 1utama to look LeeHom.
Meet up SoonLay, Angeline jiejie, korkor and KeanYong.
My first time and my last time!
We suffered alot. I almost can't breathe. Ishh.
BLABLABLA! Skip this part!

On the way to 1utama.
I received a call from my parents.
Is really shock and sad.
My uncle passed away. How can it be?

I act to be happy and hyper.
Sorry, my dumb dumb sista and KeanYong!
If I don't act, I scare you guys ask more and I will cry out.
Hehehehe.

Act already very normal for me.
But act is just for me when I'm sad or emo.
Not act how to be good to friends
and talk bad things behind of friends.
And of course, not to act cute!
Like what she said to someone. LMAO

Lastly. Rest in peace, my beloved uncle.

____

P.s
The most important things in life aren't things!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY BELOVED SISTA!

2010-08-16T17:39:00.017+08:00

She is a kind person.

She is a good hearted person.

She is a very good sista.

She is a very cute person.

She can also be a very perasan person.

And now she's officially 17th!

Happy Birthday, my beloved sista! :)

Thankyou for always perasan with me.

Thankyou for always being lame with me.

Thankyou for always take care me.

Thankyou for always make me smile and laugh like a clown!

Thankyou for loving me so much. (If I'm not wrong).

But what I want to tell you is I love you so muchieeeeee!

I guess you know aite, sista? (:

This is the present that we gave.

ShiYee, Brenda and me!

I hope you love it with your 100% heart! :D

Saw the shirt there?

Yeaaa. That's from Brenda sista and me!

Hope you really like it with your 101% heart too! :D

And I stayed her house last friday.

Her sister, she and me were talking alot everyday.

HAHAHA!

Saturday we went 1utama to meet up friends.

Brenda (Our beloved sista)

Eddie (Brother in law)

Steph (Mummy)

KeanYong

TzeYin

We watched LeeHom new movie.

And he is damn super handsome.

I can't describe! I think I addict to him already! x)

We went to makan dinner.

And KeanYong is so gentle that day.

He bring 4 girls go makan leh.

We can't finish our food, So I give them an idea.

Sissors paper stone. Who lose who makan.

Good idea right? I know I'm clever! :D

After makan dinner,

Then we went makan dessert.

I din't eat, cause I don't like those sweety foods.

So I sitting there and talk talk talk.

And of course take pictures lah! :D

Can't you see that we're cute?

I bet you know we're cute lah.

Hehehehe.

Here the very funny part.
Me: Ah Wei, come here bit.
Ah Wei: Okay okay. *smiling*
KeanYong: Ehh. Don't leave me alone! :'(
Ah Wei and me: Wahahaha! :D
We enjoyed much! I love it!
It's like wuuts wuuts! HAHAHA!

Hope my dumb dumb sista enjoyed it much.
And of course today in school.
BWHAHAHAHA!

Once again,
Happy Birthday, My Beloved Dumb Dumb Sista!
With love, Pendek Sista ShiYing.

_____

P.s

Love's gonna get you downnn...

I'VE MADE UP MY MIND!

2010-08-10T17:31:00.002+08:00

You know. You know.. You know...

Hmm. Know what? -__-

Okay lets start!

Maths and accounts not bad.

But the worse result is perdagangan.

As what I've said. I know how to do.

But read wrong question and fill up the wrong place -__-

How careless am I? Now you know aite?

Sad! Sad! Sad!

Bernice and Nik told me: There's always another exam! :)

The very interesting part for today.

About Aliya! HAHAHA!

Feeling like LAUGH OUT LOUD ehy! :D

Lets skip this part kay? x)))

Err. Another case. About the dumb dumb sista SoonLay!

SoonLay: I dint memorize all the moral kunci kira kira la.

Me: Har? Kunci kira kira? I thought is account one?

SoonLay: Ohh yeah! I mean kata kunci!

Me: Since when moral got kunci kira kira har? Can you teach me?

SoonLay: Okay. No problem. Later la.

Me: *What is this* -___- HAHA!

SoonLay: The cake nice right?

Me: I bake one more nicer la! :D

SoonLay: Harr? What?

Me: I bake for you and you try la!

SoonLay: Okay! You owe me one cake! :)

Me: Okay. No problem!

* I find problem for myself le! -___- *

Omg! Omg!

I can't believe that YuYu today only know something bout me!

What kind of korkor I have huh? So bad! -___-

BWHAHAHAHAHA!

Anyway, I was very good in acting hyper today!

They thought I'm happy! HEHEHE!

GoodLuck for tomorow, ShiYing! :)

____

P.s

* Since I've already made up my mind,

I wont regret!

FIND A REASON TO SMILE!

2010-08-05T18:07:00.003+08:00

And it's 300th posts.

Really wonder.. something.

That's just my style. But... :'(

And they said,

My blog is always emo?

Really? I don't think so.

I just want to find a reason to smile always.

Please help meeeeee!

I'm not in thaaaa mood! )':

I miss my brother alot alot!

I miss my cousins those who very far from me right now!

I miss my friends those who very far from me now too!

Really wanted to see them.

I'd give it all up,

But I'm taking back my love,

I'm taking back my love.

I've given you too much,

But maybe I'm taking back my love,

Taking back my love, my love, my love.

I am very sad right nowwwww! :'(

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again.

But it's all overrrrrrrrrr!

_____

P.s

Well, I wish you could call me right now.

So that I could get through to you somehow.

But I guess it's safe to say, baby.

Safe to say that I,

I'm officially missing you...

DO YOU UNDERSTAND, SILLY?

2010-08-02T17:30:00.003+08:00

Come on lah!

Having exam these few days.

And I'm gonna die soon! :')

You know what! Feel like killing 'ahem'!

'Ahem' **** _ _ _ _ _ _! I'd really **** **** it!

But who cares? :D

You can call me a stupid and blur case silly girl.

I memories all the perdagangan notes.

When during exam, I read wrong the question.

And I thought I don't know how to do,

So I leave it blank and pass up to teacher!

What is this weih! Really blur right? D:

When I reached home, I told my mummy.

And she laughed at me! Omg! Sad.. :'(

Tomoro will be having economic and moral.

Going study soon. SOON! :)

_____

P.s

If we change for each other, I guess everything will go smoothly.

I will hold your hand again, if we got the fate.

Do you understand, silly?

FRIENDS AH FRIENDS..

2010-07-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

I wonder... wondering..

What kind of people I should trust?

What kind of people I shouldn't trust?

It's hard to find a trusted friend. Right?

Hmm.. Haih...

They said secondary's friends are not important.

Because after graduate, they will forget bout us.

It's true? LOL

Friends ah friends.

Come On! Be a nice person lah!

What for need to being so evil to people?

Don't you think is quite childish?

Be friendly! Be polite!

That's the way only you can find a true friends!

HAHAHA.. I'm just talking crap lah.

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Ohh baby, tell me why'd you have to go.

Cause this pain I feel it wont go away.

And today, I'm officially missing you! (:

____

P.s

* I pretended to leave you,

But I really wanted to stay.

I pretended to be living well by myself,

But I was actually not happy.

I pretended to be brave,

But I was actually very weak.

So when I meet you again,

I din't know how to face you.

A STRONG GIRL...

2010-07-21T17:14:00.004+08:00

Feelings strong. I mean down.

Something problem? Haih...

Emo plannet?

Thankyou for trying to makes me ups.

But sorry, you failed!

Thankyou Bernice keep on cheer me up.

And of course KhaiXin too.

Time flies so fast.

Now already july.

August is coming up, next.

And yes! July and August are the emo seasons!

Something really special? No.

Bury everything in my heart.

Let it go everything.

This time was different,

It cut me like a knife.

A girl with a broken heart,

But no matter what you'll never see me cry.

And is already xxxxDays.

Just can't forget the days we talked to each other.

We smile and laughed.

I'd still miss you.

I will still showing my smile tomorow.

Cause I'm a strong girl!

____

P.s

* In the game of monopoly,

Fate and chance both have 16cards.

There's a 50% chance of drawing either one of them.

Our love is like as if we've drawn a chance card,

So that we can be together.

It's just that we've come to draw this fate now.

THERE'S NO BETTER FRIEND THAN YOU...

2010-07-20T18:29:00.003+08:00

I just hate the way you being.

You're just that flirty. Can't believe.

Hate but it'll become love at last.

I know. I understand.

That's why I'm stopping myself to hate you.

You are the one that fills my life with laughter,

happiness and fun.

I love,

The little secrets and jokes that no one knows.

Except for us funnies.

Oh it makes me laugh!

Oh the fun we have together,

It makes my life all better.

You're there when I need a hug,

I feel snug as a bug in a rug!

All you do is smile

And brightens up the room,

Whenever you're away,

I know you'll be back soon.

We talk of getting older

And going to the gym,

Growing up, getting married

And of course we're having kids!

I'll be there when you need me,

And I hope you'll do the same,

Ring me and I'll be there as quickly as I can.

We laugh at all the memories,

We grin at all the names,

Even though we change,

I hope our friendships stays the same.

I love our little chats,

And dreams of our life.

We are two emotional person,

That we imagine to be,

We even have our ups and downs,

But that comes naturally.

So even when we are apart,

You have a place inside my heart!

Together forever at heart,

Even when death do us apart!

___

P.s

* There is no better friend than you! :)

I FREAKING LOVE YOU! ♥

2010-07-12T19:55:00.003+08:00

Hmmp. Just feeling down nowadays.

Sorry peoples if I dint show out my real feelings.

As what you all know.

I just want you all know that I'm a happy girl! :)

I'm just a failure, call me a stranger.

Pretend that we dont know each other kay?

But everytime, I FAILED!

I don't want talk to you. Awhile more.. ''HEY''.

You should know I regret everything that I done.

Haih.. If I'm not selfish person, everything will be alright.

I just hope to go back that last time.

We play together. We laugh together.

We smile together. We joke together.

We hold each other. We miss each other.

But at last, we leave each other.

This is what I regret! D:

........

Went to SoonLay's house.

Spend time with her sister, family and of course her sister! :)

Went to Pyramid with them.

Yea. Just for buy sista Brenda's present.

HAHA. We used almost 1hour and 30mins to find.

Here the another JieJie.
Pretty and cute aite?
Ohh noo. Everyone also cute and pretty in this picture.
Especially me, YAP SHI YING! :D kidding.

Have to go now.
Haven bath yet. Wulalala!
I know I'm having very nice smell now.
Chacha! Who cares? :)

BUHH-BAII
Misshu Misshu

_____

* If I have the chance to go back,

I would like to go back when that time we hold each other.

I DO NOTHING!

2010-06-29T21:42:00.004+08:00

I love you
And that's my secret! :')

Aww.. I do nothing for you, I know.
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.
Hehehe! I know you don't mind!

This time was different.
Why? Mmm.. Mmmm..

A girl with a broken heart.
You know how hurt is my heart?
YES! You don't know.
And, I am happy! Thankyou!

Now I'm in this conditions.
So yeah! You should know what to do the next!
I can't let you know. I wont show it out!
Just use your brain and think! :')

___

You used to talk behind of me. I knew.
I just don't want to have a stupid argue with you this!
HAHAHA! You can continue whatever you like man!
B'cause I'm not going to care about you.

Don't you think you're so annoy?
Don't you feel a lot people not really like you?
Guess so you don't know.
Cause you always think that you're always the right one.

Sorry for talking bout you in here.
But I just wanted to express my feelings, friend.
Hehe. Hope you don't mind.

Wuuts! Finished typing out all my feelings.
And I'm getting better already.
Hehe. Loves you, my bloggie!
Sorry for dumb you always too! :'(

Goodnight, peeps! :D

____

P.s
* I'll always love you, my lil boy!

AUTUMN'S CONCERTO!

2010-06-22T20:38:00.003+08:00

Just don't really get it why.

Ihateyou. Iloveyou.

You'll never ever know why.

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH AUTUMN'S CONCERTO!

It's a great drama.

I got lot of this drama's photos in my phone too.

The second drama in my life, I said so nice!

I watched around 6-7times.

And never get bored! Never ever! :D

____

Anyway, someone.

Talk bad about other people, never think of ownself.

Like to talk, but never use brain and think.

Scare to lose other peoples.

What kind of people is this? Aww.. -__-

*SPEECHLESS*

Just think before want to talk to other peoples.

Never ever talk bad about other peoples.

You'll get next time!

Anyway, you're clever person and active person.

Just the way you are, so you're just that zero!

Sorrayyy! :')

___

P.s

* You're just my baby boy, my dear!

YESTERDAY'S MEMORIES :'(

2010-05-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

A simple goodbye, but it makes my mood down.

I'm crying inside, nobody knows, but me!

Am I right? :'/

Yesterday, AWESOME!

Gathered with my cousins, nephew, niece from singapore.

Time pass so fast.

Three days over? Really?

I can't accept it. Why?

I haven't study anything -___-

Really a very nice weekend with 'em.

I hope I can stop the time.

I know I can't!

How come I'm so depressed? :'(

STRESS + DEPRESS = DIE?

STUDY = FAIL?

FML FML FML FML FML!

____

P.S

* FML

NOTTHEONLYONE!

2010-05-30T17:15:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I'm sorry.

I don't know what to say other than sorry.

I don't want to talk to you anymore.

After 2seconds...

I'm sorry, I love you.

What is this? hmm..

When you're boring, then you find me.

Thought I'm your seven eleven? :'/

If you think so, I just will tell you.

DREAM MORE!

____

P.S

* youarenottheonlyoneilove.

WHEN NOTHING GOES RIGHT, GO LEFT.

2010-05-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

YO , peoples!

I havent really back to my blog's life yet :/

Don't ask me why dint blog nowadays.

Cause I'll just answer you that I'm busyy!

Don't ask me why am I lazy to blogging.

Cause I'll also answer you that I'm lazyy!

Maybe I'm finding a reason for my ownself?

Who knows? :)

I'm confusing about something.

something special? not special?

something spaciel and not special?

hmmm.. Ok. Ok.

Not going to tell what am I confusing about.

Just something secret? haha...

When you tell me that you love me?

Aww.. I forgotten!

forgotten doesn't mean that I dont love you.

I'm still in love with you.

Maybe you know? Maybe you don't know?

Who knows? :/

He knows. She knows. But you don't know! :D

I don't like when you just answer me by using BOOM! :/

Hmm.. Maybe I care the way you talk to me?

Hmmm.. Maybe that's my style? :)

Anyway, miss you!

____

* Imsoinlovewithyou.

dontyouknewthat?

CHARITY DINNER '10

2010-05-01T20:51:00.029+08:00

DANCE FLOOR!

is so highh :)

The photos for the night! :D

my class teacher :)

with the mr.hanif! :D

SHIYING vs MR.CHEW

with the principle and friends! :D

after that, we all pergi station 1 makan.

hahahaha!

THAT'S ALL

____

P.s

* ily :)

SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW II

2010-03-22T21:33:00.009+08:00

super junior super show II

friday after training went to sunway

with cheng , eric and yeephwa

after that eric fetch cheng and me go wanyee's house

i stayed wanyee's house and they went back

20.3.10

this so called a big day !

hahaha ... SUJU

12 30pm went to sumore for eat .

then 1 30pm went to bukit jalil for line up wait for the concert

is early right ?

but nvm .. the first time i found that i'm a patient person .

HAHAHAHAHA ...

yeaaa ... finally !

~ ONLY BLUE ~

nice yeaaa ?? :)

my DONGHAE ! wushh ~ handsome ? :D

i know he is handsome ! :)

took this picture from screen .

for let you all see more clear .

hehehehe ... I LOVE HIM !

11pm end up . went back wanyee's house .

bath . talk crap . sleep .

sunday morning after eat ,

went to 1u with wanyee and her family .

around 4 30pm went back wanyee's house again .

wait for eric pick me up then went to THE MINES .

buy cake for celebrate yeephwa's birthday .

then meet up

- fu tian -

- jia lerk -

- cai lian -

- wan er -

- yu chen -

- yee cheng -

- yong zheng -

- wei lun -

hehehe ... we celebrate kat gasoline .

9 30pm went to THE MINES find my parents .

around 11pm only back .

TIRED BUT AWESOME !

____

P.s

* i dont want to care this anymore

i dont want to stay here anymore

i dont want to listen this anymore

NO MORE

no more

DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN ...

2010-03-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

fall in love with

- SUPER JUNIOR -

- EMO'S SONGS -

ohmygeee ~ why why why ?

mood is going down and down

damn it .. what am i gonna do now ?

i dont know .

keep on repeat 失落沙洲 .. 爱多深痛多久 ...

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又一个人看海

回头才发现你不在

留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又把回忆翻开

除了你之外的爱

还有谁能来教我爱

爱多深痛多久

心越痛泪越流

留到你走以后

剩我一个人舔伤口

____

P.s

* i wont leave you now .

SHOUT OUT MY FEELINGS ...

2010-03-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

hellooo ..

just came back from a camp

a very super tired camp . hmm ...

sorry that i dint really enjoy some games/activity .

just have some feelings

this camp make my mood down down down :(

sometimes i feel very stress

i dont know why .. ? :(

you keep on tell me that scare this and that

but then .. if one day really i need to leave . how ?

how am i gonna tell you ? :/

i really speechless when you tell me .

less contact/dint keep sms not means will lost me wert .

we're not the children anymoreee

understand ?

sorry for telling this all .

i just hope you understand it

and i guess you will understand

because i told you many times :)

____

P.s

* dont keep calling me .

because i dont know what to reply you .

and yeaa ,

don't take love so important for now .

okieeeeee ?

because still have long way to go .

and dont know will forever or not .

it depends on God or Buddha .

I'M DAMN LOST !

2010-03-11T19:01:00.004+08:00

SPM result is out today

- congrate those peoples who get good result -

- congrate Seng get 14A's -

- congrate YiXin got 10A's -

yeaa .. what's up ?

today quite lame/emo/happy .

what mood i'm having now ?

i don't know

last period went to great hall

have a look those college thingy

the education fair !

went in the hall

OHMYGEEE ~ i'm damn lost wehh

don't know which counter should i go first

too many colleges are there

- Taylor -

- KBU -

- THE ONE -

- Monash -

- RMIT -

- KDU -

- U.C.T.I -

- Sunway University College -

- SWINBURNE -

- Australia south , west , ... -

and more lah of course

LMAO ~ i went the SWINBURNE's counter first .

ehh , the 1st thing come into my mind was the boy lengzai -.-

HAHAHAH ... * KIDDING *

ask him some question

- i might be taking business/accounting -

- if i study in m'sia for 2years only oversea izit good ? -

- how bout those fees ? -

- which subs good in this college ? -

went to THE ONE's counter

* i just want the plastic bag , anyway :D *

Monash after THE ONE's counter

- 2years in m'sia then go oversea study , izit good ? -

- result must be good only can go oversea study ? -

- how good the result only can go oversea study ? -

70% ... 55% ... only boleh oversea

RMIT australia's counter

- how much the fees -

- bout those subjects thingy -

KBU's counter

* wushh ~ not bad also this college *

near One Utama

SunwayCollege's counter

- asking the same things and see which college is better -

Taylor's counter

- take those information paper -

conclusion for today

i just dont know which college should i go :/

thinkin' thinkin '

worry worry

I'M SO LOST !

_____

P.s

* iloveyou :)

I JUST WANT TO PLAY !

2010-03-11T00:16:00.015+08:00

not much to update .

school's life .. that's just what i can say .

without you and those thing i have before ,

really very boring .

I JUST WANT TO PLAY

- exam -

- playing around -

- fooling around -

- playing iPod touch during lesson -

- phone kena kept by stupid teacher(i dint even use it) -

- chit chat-ing with friends -

- talking bout love love thingy -

- listen those emo's songs -

- went out shopping with yeecheng , eric and yeephwa -

- take those funny pictures -

- spam friend's profile -

after those pictures ...
you guys please don't think so that i'm very happy lah .
ishh ~ emo emoooo go away from me ! :/

and lucky , i've quite friends make me laugh .
tell me those lame joke .
thankyou , friends .
love you all * sounds bit less/gay *

i'll try to make myself happy and laugh .
although i'm emo-ing nowadays .

I JUST WANT TO PLAY
- for make myself happy -
- let it go those sad things -
- let it go those hurt things -
- i just wanted to forgot it -

____

P.s

* iloveyou :)

sorry for dint update my blog .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MYSELF ! ♥

2010-02-25T22:35:00.003+08:00

yo , what's up ? :D

ermm .. i've nothing to blog .

yesterday it was my birthday day .

thankyou , mummy .

the one who born me out , let me see the beauty world .

thankyou , daddy .

the one who giving me the warm house .

thankyou , grandma .

the one who always cook for me , when i was young .

thankyou , korkor .

the one who always guide me .

thankyou , nanpengyou(cheng) .

the one who always beside me whenever i need .

and the t-shirt as present too .

thankyou , babe wanyee .

the one who always be my listener .

thankyou , friends .

the peoples who stay beside me .

who wishes me too .

thankyou , those people who bully me(enemies) .

the people who teach me how to be strong .

thankyou , 4 omega-rians .

who gave me surprice , make a card and celebrate for me .

thankyou , college's friends .

who gave me a super big present .

yeaaa ... that's all ! :D

today it was quite nice .

thankyou , chanhong !

today spend the last 2 period for talking .

hahaha ... he is so nice .

he told me a lot of things .

He : humans must live happily when still alive .

if not be human for what ?

I : AGREE ! hahaha .. thankyou , chanhong !

goodnight everyone .

gonna do my account :)

____

P.s

* happy birthday to myself .

* happy birthday , ah pek ! :D

BM LESSON ... :D

2010-02-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

oshhh ~ i almost fall asleep during BM lesson .

i think not almost , is already .

hahaha ... super tired lah .

maths teacher dint came today .

then last year form 3 my geog teacher relief .

hahaha .. a very super good teacher .

i like her , the way she teaches is damn good ! :D

Teacher : shiying , dah buat habis maths paper ?

I : yeaaaa , sure ! if not how come i keep on walking ?

* actually havent , just sit until butt pain *

Teacher : let me see .. :)

I : ohh yaaaa .. mummy said cannot simply let other people paper .

will lost it one . hahaa ..

Teacher : pandai cakaplah kamu nii .. :D

I : * HAHAHAHAH speechless *

1 hour and 30 mins to go ! :D

it's my birthday .

but there's no special at all .

____

P.s

* i love ... XD

BBQ + HULU LANGAT ! :D

2010-02-21T16:23:00.003+08:00

friday , 20.2.10 , 7pm

my house BBQ party haha ..

quite tired but happy :D

quite lot of peoples come .

around 20-40 peoples i think so .

kai , jialerk and shaohan overnight my house

for cause saturday wanna fetch me go serdang play

about 7am 21.2.10 , i went out with them .

went hulu langat for

camping , BBQ and overnight there .

not only shaohan and jialerk lah .

hoongloong(ah gong)

cai lian

wan kun

wan er

shao jun

yu chen

shi min

zu rong

wei lun

jiang ping

fu tian

yeep hwa

yong zheng

yong xi

zhi ling

zhi ling's friend

total ade 19 peoples

HAHA .. met 4-5 new serdang buddhist society's friends .

happy to met them yea . hehe ..

anyway , dont have phone line -.-

damn cacat . can't contact someone at all .

aikes .. sorry harh . accepted my apoplogize ? :)

and and ... i'll remember this date 20.2.10 !

a very special day for me =)

ohh yaa .. i got my first birthday present from yeecheng .

my lovely nanpengyou/secretary ! :D hehehe ...

thankyou very much , my dear .

we hard to meet always ,

but she came to my house on friday 20.2.10 too ,
with hoongloong her brother and her brother is my ah gong .

oh my goshh ~ our relationship damn complicated . HAHA

i was shocked when i saw her in the car -.-

cause dia tipu kai , say that she got work so can't come

and kai told me but mane tau ... :D

anyway , damn happy to see her ! XD hehe ..

_____

P.s

* i'm so in love with you !

i'll be your good girl :D

我还能做什么 ... ?

2010-02-19T00:38:00.002+08:00

你终于说出口 , 其实你早就已经不爱我 .

为什么要低着头 ?

你知道这玩笑骗不到我 .

可是这不是玩笑 , 是要逃避你离开我的理由 .

我还能做什么 ? 你已经不爱我 .

我一直爱着你 , 难道这还不够 ?

我还要做什么 , 你才不离开我 ?

我知道你已无心再继续看着我 , 一心想离开我 .

我终于说出口 , 其实很爱你但却没认真说过 .

或许是我的错 , 多在乎你却只放在心中 .

不要问我为什么 , 因为爱你这就是我的理由 .

我还能做什么 ? 你已经不爱我 .

我一直都爱着你 , 难道这还不够 ?

我还要做什么 ? 你才不离开我 .

我知道你已无心再继续看着我 .

没什么需要原谅 .

我笑得有些坚强 , 你知道我总是能够假装不难过 .

因为不想看到你那么累 .

多希望你再给我机会 .

颤抖着我的手 , 握住的只是风 ...

this song = my feelings

why i'm the one who always regret everything that i've done ?

aikes ... :/

____

P.s

* i love you , till i die .

deep as sea , wide as sky .

CHINESE NEW YEAR '10

2010-02-18T01:38:00.033+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

my shoes for the day

my dress for the day

gather with the Lee's family at grandma's house

play this and make my hand pain :(

but it's fun ! :D

gamble !!

gather at my house for this :)

my cousin dah mabuk -.-

this new year dont have the mood at all .
very boring .

cousins all dah back singapore , more boring ! :/
alone kat rumah stone-ing -.-

but really have a nice gather with all my lee's family members ! :D

_____

P.s

* happy new year '10

UPDATED ! :D

2010-02-11T10:07:00.002+08:00

我知道我的爱一直都会存在 ,

没有你泪停不下来 .

你知道我依赖都不想 say goodbye ,

我痛说不出来 .

我不是一定要你回来 ,

只是当又一个人看海 .

回头才发现你不在 ,

留下我迂回的徘徊 .

我不是一定要你回来 ,

只是当又把回忆翻开 .

除了你之外的空白 ,

还有谁来教我爱 ?

I HATE THE WAY YOU TREATEN ME ! D:

hmm .. why i always do a wrong decision ? :/

what the hell ? what's wrong with me ?

be my listener , should help me keep my secret .

not spread it out my secret !

what the '' ___ '' ?!!!

please don't make my mood down , okie ?

I don't wanna my mood go down and down again .

because chinese new year is coming soon .

i hope i can have a very happy chinese new year .

if you wanna make my mood down ,

wait after chinese new year okie ?

after chinese new year ,

how you wanna make my mood down also OK !

OKAY ????!!!!

at last , i've been order by kai to update my blog .

HHAHAHAHAH .. :D

_____

P.s

* ily :)

IN EXCITED MOOD ! XD

2010-02-05T21:17:00.010+08:00

seetiem's drawing . hehe .. :D

cute and nice .

SEJARAH IS DAMN BORING ! :/

my sejarah teacher :)

during science lesson and we're in the biology lab :)

beside me that thingy cute ? XD

VVIP stand for

very very important person ;

very very important pig is doing her homework :D

R-E-T-A-R-D-S ! XD

my awesome class !

FUYOH ~ nice ?

of course lah .

although there are some class more nicer ,

but i will still say that my class is the nicer ! :D

I'M A LOYAL PERSON

I'M LOYAL TO MY CLASS

sorry teachers , we make you fed up on us .

although we're not the good students ,

but we'll try to be the good students .

sometimes , we dint listen to you

because we're playful .

sometimes , we dint hand up those homework you give

because we're lazy .

sorry that we bring lot of problems to you always :/

_____

WUHOOO !

i got my super junior's ticket ,

but it's with wanyee now .

thankyou , wanyee for helping me to buy !

WHEEEEE ~ XD

* excited mood *

_____

P.s

* i'll love you till i die :)

ARE YOU EMOOo ? D:

2010-01-29T18:05:00.010+08:00

YES , I AM EMOOO :(

early in the morning ...

Gary : * called me when im in class *

I : why ? ==

Gary : why is everyone emoo ? :/

I : nothing lah .

i'm sorry uncle Gary .

i don't mean to be emoo , but ... as you know lah .

i can be a high person

at the same time , i can be a emo person .

cause lot of thingy make me very suffer .

here we took some pictures again :D

Uncle Gary , Terence ( daddy ) and me .

thankyou for making my mood up always .

the another stupid Uncle Nigel :)

he's damn funny and pervert !!! :D

He ask every girl what we're using .

as girls sure know what i mean it .

HAHAHHAA ...

YonHan and me .

one of the WWF's member xD

ShawNam and me .

who teaches me how to play DOTA :D

he's sitting behind me and we're keep talking always .

HAHAHA ...

YonHan , Xing-De , Terence , me and Gary :D

The 4 omega-rians ! :D

we'll all spending our time to decorate the class nowadays .

HAHAH ...

and we'll all gonna together until next year end :)

____

Just reached home , and i'm so tired .

SUFFER SUFFER ! :/

went to eat with yuengxin , weelee and siewhock after school .

then went back to school for volleyball training .

ishh ~ i go training for 30mins then back home .

by KTM with KaiJie and ShaoYan lah , of course :)

if not i wont stay . ehehhehe ...

we're gossip-ing when in the KTM and BUS .

muahahaha ~ now i know lot of thingy .

and is true that thier feelings and my feelings were same .

hehhe .. happy to gossip with you both :D

let's gossip next time again .

later going MCD for do my homework .

sure many people will feel i'm weirdooo -.-

why don't do at home right ?

cause home ada comp to online and play .

i wont do homework :/ aikes ...

so have to go there to do my homework .

and now gotta bath . teeeheehehehe :D

______

P.s

* i'll choose to trust him ! :)

I'M BAD + 7th MONTHS

2010-01-26T23:18:00.007+08:00

30mins more then ,

HAPPY 7th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY !

hehe .. so fast right ? :)

but we're still always stick each other always .

hahahahaaa ...

* love you as my secretary , npy *

aikes .. mood is very down down nowadays .

but i'm trying to act nothing .

i hate tha feelings right now .

should i act like nothing ?

or should i just show that i'm very sad ?

i seriously don't know what to doo :/

but thanks my 4 omega-rians :D

they make me smile when i'm sad .

HAHAHA ...

see , we're omega-rians .

they're bullying leroy .

is damn funny when you see this :)

actually , i'm included in bully leroy too .

not so called bully , but just playing :D

hahaha ... leroy is very annoying ! :/ xD

class decoration :)

hahaha ... we don't even bother bout teacher .

and we keep on use phone and camera .

and also the teacher very nice person .

she's our moral teacher . haha ..

i love her ! :D

I'M RAJIN ! :D

LOL haha .. that's all .
tomoro ada sport practice 2 :/
aikes .. go to the lake , for running again * tired *

_____

i know i'm bad in this word .
i'm sorry to make you so confuse bout it .
if i don't tell you , you wont confuse bout it .
my fault ! :/ i'm so sorry ...

I'M JUST A BAD PERSON !
don't ever close to me :/

_____

P.s

* ily :)

STUPID SIX-SENSE !

2010-01-25T18:00:00.003+08:00

i wanna hug you , tightly ! :/

he thoughts we're not going together longer/forever .

lets show it to him !

i hate him , quite lah .

i thought he's a very nice person

i thought he's a very clever person

i thought he's a helpful person

* THOUGHT *

but this all are just a stupid six-sense !

不要怀疑我和他会不会长久

如果能 , 你一定会觉得你跟那个他说错话吧 ?

你告诉那个他 , 我和他是不可能长久对吧 ?

就算不能 , 这也是我和他之间的事情吧 ? 你需要管吗 ?

我还以为你是一个有心会祝福别人的人

原来 , 你也是一样

看/跟你说话的方法 , 给我的感觉是一个很棒的人

但是 , 内心却是那种人

遇到你这种朋友 , 也算我倒霉吧 :/

* hurt my feelings *

should i care this kind of people ?

should i taken/treat him as a friend ?

ishh ~ :(

_____

P.s

* ily :)

CONTROLLER ?!

2010-01-23T19:12:00.004+08:00

just now went to klang jusco with mummy .

damn crowded :/

and there's a word to describe my feelings : SIEN !

walk and walking ...

suddenly , my heart beat was like gonna stop already .

something like my heart gonna break it . why ?

after that , wanyee call me . i pick it up .

I : hello , wanyee ar ?

* curious , why she'll call me . super junior ? *

wanyee : HAHAHAH .. i bought the ticket .

I : hmm hahaha .. yerrr ~ i want ! D;

lazy to continue type what we're chatting in phone .

i'm laughing when in the call . but ... ... :/

i'm so sorry wanyee for pretend-ing the happy voice ,

when in the call .

* continue the feelings *

i still can't forgot it everything that happened .

i'd still miss the feelings much .

we talk , laugh and tell each other story always .

i thought we're just a normal friend .

nothing will happen again .

but ... now only i knew , you're still important one .

you make my mood up and down always .

once you talk to me , i'll gonna be very happy .

once you din't talk to me , i'll gonna be very emoo . why ?

i don't want you to be my controller .

i want myself to be my own controller .

can i ? D:

I HATE THA FEELINGS ! :/

_____

P.s

* nooo , i'm still in love with you :/

4 OMEGA/2010 ! :D

2010-01-23T18:58:00.008+08:00

school-ing days .

hehe .. damn fun , tired , bored and sleepy -.-

after sport practice , we're in the class and playing .

hahah ... i'm trying to broke it the thing .

but at last , i failed :/

hehehe .. yonhan , gary , terence and me .
they covered my cute face T.T

seetiem , me and aliyaaaa :D

my class ... wuhoo ! :D

4 omega's students are clever just lazy and playful xD

am i right ? haha ...

see , when finish the lesson .

some of them lay on table , walking and talking .

HAHAHAH ...

but when ada lesson , we're just a good boy and girl .

listening ... hehe ...

but there's a boy trying to sleep -.-

ANG ENG KUAN , wake up xD

ehehehe ... but he's a good boy , actually :)

the 3rd weeks of school days .

we're just like a big family .

we care each other very much .

everyone have own nickname .

me : xiao ying/xiao ai .

gary chua : xiao chua .

seetiem : xiao mei .

terence lim : xiao lim .

kokweng : xiao kok .

shawnam : xiao nam .

chewxing-de : xiao chew .

bernice tay : xiao tay .

leroy : xiao roy .

can't list all lah . hahaha ...

really have the big family's feelings xD

4 omega rock ! :D

_____

P.s

* the truth that he's gone :/

DOTA ... ?!

2010-01-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

hmmm ... having sport practice 1 in this morning .

everyone run 2 rounds .

damn penat but of course i dint stop lah .

cause need to train myself ,

if not imma gonna die when merentas desa .

im not joining any event , but helping march pass .

actually not call so helping , is just wanna skip lesson .

anyway , i'm half senior already lah . must help also .

this is what someone told me in this morning -.-

then was keep on chit chat with shaw nam and xing de .

and of course play also .

LOL ... they copy my words ! :/ bad bad bad ~ @@

HHAHAHAHAH ...

damn lot of homeworks today -.-

damn it ! :/

i don't want this kind of life .

i just want my normal life ahh .

i'm half dead lah ... D:

______

was try to play dota just now .

first time i play online games -.-

the only games i play , is MARIO ! :D

don't laugh me T.T

* continue *

play til half , then stupid laptop keep lag -.-

sienzzz ... then i off it .

HAHAH .. waiting for tomoro .

cause i'm staying back after school .

follow shawnam go play , then come back school for training :/

training basketball , of course and not volleyball ! :D

BUHH BAII

gotta do homeworks

_____

P.s

* ily :)

I'M NOT THAT FREE !

2010-01-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

ohhh noooo

i hate the feelings !

aikes ...

someone's sweet heart chat with me and add me -.-

and ask lot of things , tell me lot of things .

but scare i spread it out .

HELLO !

if you scare and don't trust me ,

then don't tell me lah ==

tell me , and sumore scare .

what kind ppl are you ?! -.-

i'm not that kind of people ,

who spread it out all those secret bout others lah .

you thought i very free to spread it out ?

i've my own homework , tuition need to do .

of course , facebook and online too .

I'M NOT THAT FREE LAHH ! :/

* ass hole *

arghhh ... and please , those thingy is over already .

i'm trying very hard to put down everything ,

but why you mention it again ? @@

make me emooooo agiannnnnnn !!!

hmmm .. but izit worth for me ?

i think NOPE ! :/

don't try to make me angry or what .

once you make , i'll be your bad enemy !

if you don't know me ,

i'll treat you as normal friend .

if you treat me as a friend ,

i'll treat you as my best friend .

if you treat me as best friend ,

i'll treat you as my close friend .

but don't try to over my limit of temperature !

you don't understand me ,

but only those who close with me will understand :)

am i right ? hehe ...

____

actually today having our sport practice .

sport pratice = before merentas desa ,

we have practice and is bout 9 times practice .

before sports day ,

we have to choose and train those runners , march pass , cheers .

hmmm ... D:

* continue *

but then cancelled the sport practice cause of raining -.-

then will change to tomoro .

OHH SHIITTTT ~

i hate sport practice . don't know why :/

ohhh yaaa , and today got 2 new students again .

oh my god ~ ! :D

one of them is so handsome , cute .

HAHAHAH ...

* but i'm not in love with him lah *

okie lah .

time to go now .

BUHH BAII

_____

P.s

* i'm still in love with him ! :/

SUPER JUNIOR + PHYSICAL EDUCATION

2010-01-18T17:26:00.005+08:00

TOPIC PHYSICAL EDUCATION

RULES :

- Be on time for P.E lesson

- Wear P.E attire

- Follow simple instructions

CLEANLINES

- After P.E lesson , dress smartly

- Wash hands

- Tie long hair

SAFETY

- Inform teacher if not well

- If there is any injury inform teacher immediately

WHY P.E IS IMPORTANT ?

- To achieve general fitness ( healthy )

- To grow well ( taller , slimmer )

- To have fun during P.E activities or games

- To able interact with team-mates and able to socialise well

- To enhance a very good relationship with friends

- To be able to give and take or to share

- To achieve team spirit

- To be kind to your friends

- To achieve great success in sports

- To be positive pupil

- Don't give up easily

P.E LESSON ( 45 mins )

- Attendance ( 5 mins )

- Warm-up ( run 3 rounds basketball court 5 mins )

- Flexibility ( 12 mins )

- Games/P.E activity with sports apparatus ( 20 mins )

- Cool down ( relaxing exercise 3 mins )

TEST

- MID YEAR FITNESS TEST

- FINAL YEAR FITNESS TEST

what the dooo weh ?!

this is what our first lesson today with the new P.E teacher -.-

almost fall asleep .

sumore ask us to copy down .

we're not a small kids ! :/

she's SRI KL primary school P.E teacher .

and she have been REQUESTED to SRI KL secondary school .

not she apply to come , is REQUEST !

this is what she keeps telling us when she's talking ==

tell us her old story sumore .

she joined before msss , mssj , mssd and ....

and we're not interested at all .

HAHAHAHAH ..

_____

I MISS THEM ... <3

hmm .. we're gonna meet again soon :)

but have to wait till chinese new year ==

aikes ... :/ @@

LOVE YOU ALL ! :D

______

SUPER JUNIORRR !!!!!

and quite many peoples talking bout super junior's thingy .

when i reached school , someone told me .

Gary : shiying , you know super junior is coming lerh ! 20th march .

I : i know . but too expensive can't go . aikes ...

you wanna sponsers me kah ?

Gary : NONOnono ..

I : T.T sumore tell me so much -.-

then during assembly

Kahmun from 4 delta : who's going super junior's concert ?

I : i want to go !!!! are you going ?

Kahmun : I want to go also , but too expensive .

Sookmun is going !

I : i want to goooooo ~ T.T wait me ! :)

OH MY GOD !

imma going ask my mama the permission first xD

hehe .. hope i can go lah :/

mama , give me money to buy super junior's ticket

as my birthday present , please ! xD

HAHAHHA ... but i think sure fail de lah -.-

____

P.s

* we're just nothing .

thankyou for today .

finally you talk to me with the lame jokes ,

and not those stupid question again .

i've been waiting you to talk to me ,

since friday :/

SPECIAL ONE --- WANYEE ! ♥

2010-01-16T01:56:00.007+08:00

BABE/DEAR/SECRETARY 1 , HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ! :D

sorry for now only update my blog for your birthdya post .

cause i just reached home . * tired *

hehe .. but i'll still update . cause of you ! :)

this is our serious picture ,
without pig nose got bit weirdoo .
HAHAH .. xD

do you remember

i told you bout when i saw you the first time ? :/

* you should remember , cause of me *

:D :D :D

you look better with your smile and 38 styles :D

be happy always lah xD

don't sad emooooo always okey my dear ? @@ :)

continue sharing and caring forever .

my best friends/dear/babe/secretary 1 forever ! xDD

thanks god for giving me a chance to meet up you :D

don't forgot it :

WE'RE THE SUPER JUNIOR'S FANS ! :D

LOVE YOU MUCHH , BABE !
hope you will love my monkeyy .
hehehe .. take good care of my monkeyy
cause monkey = me .
REMEMBER to hug it everyday :D

BUHH BAII
tomoro lagi ada tuition :/

____

P.s

* 幸福中 ! :D

YOU'RE STILL , BUT ...

2010-01-14T18:48:00.002+08:00

你我之间已经没有什么话题了 .

我们之间的话题只有 :

功课做完了吗 ?

你会做吗 ?

你会做 ... 做 ... add maths , account 吗 ?

form 4 的生活还好吗 ?

除了这些话题 , 就没别的吗 ?

我们说过就算当不了情侣我们还是好朋友 ,

但是现在的我们好像是陌生人 .

没话题了 ..

除了有事情才会找我 , 没事情就好像更本都不知道谁是叶诗颖 -.-

我们擦肩而过你知道吗 ?

原来 , 这一切都是我们自己画上句点 .

i think , i should stop here .

nomore excuse for me to still love you .

you're still in my heart , but a small place .

the other places , i'll put my npy , babes and dears :)

after read , don't say sorry to me :/

i hate it .

____

P.s

* 一个人坐在房间里 , 手机让它休息一夜 .

LOVE PARADISE ! :D

2010-01-12T17:48:00.004+08:00

最喜欢在下雨时 , 眼泪不停的掉下 .

因为没人知道原来我是个脆弱的人 .

最害怕在没下雨时 , 眼泪又不停的掉下 .

我总是扮演着我自己很坚强 .

明明不是很坚强的人 , 但却喜欢扮演着 .

心里忽然想起了一些事情 ...

眼泪 , 又快掉下了 .

可是 , 我还是撑着 . 让它在眼眶里打转吧 ~

不懂那种痛的感觉 .

可能 , 那种痛对我来说已经麻痹了 .

那回忆在我的脑袋里已经那几百天了 ,

可是 , 却忘不了 .

也许 , 你已经忘了那回忆 .

却丢我一人在那回忆里 .

thanks for saying that im a bad person , jialerk .

if you think so i'm bad , please don't find me anymore .

a bad person will influence a good person .

what can i say is , love can't be force !

i dint get the feelings on him(k) , what for i accept him(k) ?

that's no worth for him(k) .

although accept , but my heart not with him(k) .

izit that good for him(k) ?!

feel like scolding bad words ! :/

* LOVE PARADISE *

you're always on my mind , all day just all the time .

you're everything to me , brightest star to let me see .

you touch me in my dreams , we kiss in every scene .

i pray to be with you , through rain and shiny days .

i'll love you till i die .

deep as sea wide as sky .

the beauty of our love paints rainbows , everywhere we go .

need you all my life ,

you're my hope you're my pride .

in your arms i find my heaven , in your eyes my sea and sky .

may life be our love paradise .

in love with this song .

every morning , afternoon , night i can listen for 10 times .

thanks wanyee :)

_____

P.s

* thanks for everything :/