Sunday, June 24, 2012

THE TRIO.


When the Trio together.
I love them a lot. 
Thanks for everything, Koko and Crystal. 
Thanks for all the happy moments. 
Thanks for treating me so good. 

Back to my life.
I still miss you, everyday.
Whatever I did, I will think about you. 
All the single shit, I miss you.
I just hate myself, why can't I let go everything?

Nowadays, I don't know why..
Why I don't know what to type in my blog.
I don't know how to type out my feelings anymore.

Everything just so messy.
Fuck my life, seriously. 

_____

P.S I miss you.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

I'M WILLING TO TRY


Every girl needs a man.
 You know, the kind that'll treat you right. 
The kind that has enough respect for you 
& is willing to change, just to be with you. 
The kind that searches for you with all his heart 
& that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. 

Every girl needs a man who won't cheat on her, 
because he knows she's got all that he wants & needs already.
 He would be willing to be your friend & your lover,
 & won't mind calling you early in the morning, 
just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; 
maybe even sing you a good morning song 
& tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. 

This guy will be the kind that'll do anything for you, 
even if it's to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. 
He would defend & fight for you 
& wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most. 

The kind that won't leave you lonely & wondering; 
the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he's out with his friend, 
to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot.
 The kind that isn't afraid to smile to his friends, 
every time you're around & tell them, "She's the one". 
The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, 
even if they're little. 
 The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, 
waits for you when you're falling behind, & opens doors for you.

 Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile 
& buys you flowers just because it's a Wednesday. 
The kind of guy that notices your hair, 
when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. 
He would remind you that he loves you 
& that he's happy to be with you, just in case you forget. 

The kind that just doesn't want kisses 
& hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. 
You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, 
who kisses your forehead when you're down, 
tells you to be strong & to not cry, 
 & when you do cry, he'd cry with you when times are hard. 

The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you.
 The kind that just loves you for who you are 
& not for who you aren't and loves you, 
because you're his favorite girl in the whole wide world.

This article makes me think of you.
I'd really miss you, and I don't know why.
I miss the past, the moment we sit together, the place we used to hang out.
I just wonder whether you still remember or not?
I guess you don't. 

If there's a chance, I'm willing to try again.
I'm willing to love you more, not like last time, ask you to out of my life.
I'm willing to be more mature, not like last time, childish.
I'm willing to listen to you, not like last time, stubborn.
I'm willing to make you laugh & smile, not like last time, let you down.
I'm willing to be more patient, not like last time, impatient.

I love you, and so I can't let go everything.

______

P.S THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

ONE STEP CLOSER


The close friends that I love very much.
I want them to be happy everyday.
I'll lean on you and you'll lean on me, we'll be more closer.

We knew each other about more than 3months but less than 5months.
But the feeling is like we knew each other more than 3years or more.
I wonder why. Nyehehe. Just can't explain why.

We hug each other before we go back home after class, everyday.
Honestly, I love and like the feeling when we hug each other.

Let's talk about my little secret.
We chat everyday, and i'm very happy about it.
Although, he and me didn't really 24hours chatting.
But 1-10 messages can brighten up my day. 
Thanks for always being there, whenever I've problem.
Thanks for being there for me, whenever I need someone to talk to.

Same thing, if you need to talk to, you can always find me.
I am here or there for you, no matter what happen.
Because this friendship will never end.

I want to be more stronger, no more tears.
Keep everything in my heart, and pretend that nothing happen.
Even though, sad or emo. 
I must smile, laugh. Face the future. 
Be independent, although I know it's hard for me. 
Anyway, cheers! :)

_______

I love you for a thousand years.
I love you for a thousand more.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

HAPPY TO BE WITH YOU ALL


Mid Term test's over. We are so happy.
But wait.. 
How about Malaysian Studies and Moral? Haha
I don't care. Play first! :D 

After Friday class, 
went to Sunway Pyramid watch Wrath Of The Titans.
Then shopping. Oh for me, window shopping. Hahaha
Around 5pm, went to makan seafood 
With Mama Jen, Crystal (Babih) & Kimmy.
We ordered crab, vege and also chicken. Woots. Sounds nice.
Hahahahaha. Then don't feel full yet, we went to ChaTime. 

Before reaching ChaTime, we are so crazy.
Okay la. I'm the one. Haha
I open the window and shout and sing. Woohoo.
So called after-seafood-disease. HAHA

Anyway, I'm happy to have them.
Thankyou for always brighten up my day!
Hey loves, I love you all :)

_______

Appreciate everything.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

ONLY YOU


After so long, finally.
Watched The Vow yesterday, which after 45mins class.
With Crystal, Jenn, Koyin & Danny.
Really worth to watch it. Please go and watch!
I cried a little, because the story really touch and sad.

You've no idea how much you hurt me, seriously.
Never treat your friends too friendly or too kind.
Because they'll never treat you back like how you treat them.
Thanks for hurting me so deep, deep, deep.

And, love you lately.
This song reminds me of you. I wonder why..
Arghh. What's wrong with me?
I think I should move on, and look forward.
Let it go all the shit about you, and stay strong without you.

Without you, it's not like the end of the world. 
I have to stay strong, stay happy like how I used to.
And of course, I hope I can do it.

_____

ONLY YOU

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

THE SPECIAL ONE

 
The 7th week of college.
Seriously, college life's so super duper nice.
I met a lot of new friends. And they're so friendly.
Know what! I met her, Crystal Loo! My dear! :P
 Yes, we're damn super close now.
Guess she see this, she'll be very happy. HAHAHA

Even now, she's beside me. I overnight at her house tonight.
What we gonna do? Hahahaaaa. *wink*
Okay la, we said must finish up our assignment.
But we end up with only introduction. Buuhhh!
Know why? Because we non-stop talking and laughing. 
I just love her attitude, seriously. 
Nahh. When you see this, you gonna be my forever dear! :D
HAPPY? Hahaha. 

 
All the way walking down to lakeside there.
And captured by KoYin. I like this! :D


We forced Anne Gee to take picture with us.
She doesn't like to take picture, i wonder why.
But we called her SiaoZhaBor!
WEIRDOOOOO person! :)

I'm gonna rock for my college mann. 
Feel so sad because some of them gonna change another college when degree :(
Especially, CRYSTAL! You better stay in college with me. 
Must study hard and get your scholarship kay?
You know I can't live without you. Right? Nyehehehe *WINK*

She's very hardworking doing her assignment now.
SCARYYYY! HAHAHAHAAA.

_______

YOU GONNA STAND BY ME.