Thursday, October 20, 2011

BEGINNING OF THE END.


Goodbye, my lovely friends. 
Goodbye, my beloved teachers.
Goodbye, Mr Chew and Mr Tan.

Those long and tireless days that we spent. 
learning and listening and working somewhat hard.
Where what was going to become our life for the next 12 years.
We came to know each others;
 likes and dislikes and who were where on the inside.

We all learned the hard stuff and dealt 
With pain of coming to school every day.
Along the way we had lost friends and gained new ones,
But most of all we learned the most important thing.
Being who we are not who everyone wants us to be, 
But who we want to be.
We never let them take that chance 
To push us on the ground and stay there. 

We may be together, we may not but dont forget.
Remember the time you had,
 Weather it may be good or bad you'll miss it.

One last day of union, before we go our separate ways.
Friends and family gather to share the special moment.
Reminiscing youthful memories that embrace the depths of our hearts.

Tears of joy and sadness, vibrate within our veins.
Yet new memories are created to last a lifetime.

A new chapter lies ahead;
the beginning of the end.
_______

Goodbyes are whispered silently. 

Saturday, August 6, 2011

REST IN PEACE AND MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE.


Uncle, rest in peace. 20.7.2011.
I will remember 20th of July every year.
Why you choose to left us and choose to be alone? :(
This picture was the last time you took photo with us. Which is this year.
And you will not be inside our every year big family's photo.
But always remember, we'll miss you to the max.


Kay. Lets talk about school.
Results like shit. Like seriously. Wtf.
I din't study at all this time. As what you all know what happen lah.
My uncle passed away. And i don't really have enough time to study.
I know y'all will think i'm finding excuse, but it's true.

And few months left, i have to leave my high school.
High school, its kind of complicated life.
I know. But it's still a memory of us.
I love my classmates. They can make me down and up.
As what you know, i'm the quite smallest size in class.
Some of them treat me really good. Like brothers and sisters.

Sometimes, i will feel like want to go college as fast as i can.
But i really got no idea how to say bye bye to my high school friends.
I guess i'll miss them a lots. I guess i'll cry on graduation night? :D

So yea, i'll start study now. Kay, NOW! 
SPM TRIAL = 53days more. SPM = 101days more.
Just imagine that you have to study form4 and form5 every subject.
What the hell? Do you think is easy? 
Why should we having exam? It's kind of wasting paper, you know?
The goverment don't know how to save the world? Aww..

Alright, i shouldn't blame anyone right now.
I should off to study and eat right now.
Baii. 

_________

P.S
Uncle, i'll miss you.
♥ you. 

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

WHY CAN'T?


Hmm. Oh hai.
I love Bruno Mars.
I love Justin Bieber.
I keep repeating thier songs.
I can't focus on my studies.

And now, im down.
Why can't i just smart as my brother, Yap Ying Kai?
Why can't i just smart as Bernice Tay Kai Jin?
Why can't i just smart as Aliya?
Why can't i just smart as Chew Xing De?
Aww. I born to be so stupid. Sad.

I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad.
Buy the thing i never had.

I seriously have to get off to study now.
See you when after exam. :)

______

P.S
THIS LONG DISTANCE IS KILLING ME.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

BACK TO HAPPY GIRL! :)


Finally.
Hahaha. At least i step out the first step.
Thankyou so much.

Leave it as a good memories.
Ok? Done.
Nothing much.

No more jealousy happen.
No more emo happen.
No more sad happen.
Right?

And so, my life still can be happy.
I'm officially a happy girl.
HAHAHAHAAA.

Kthxbai.
Ah kai is crazy -___-
HAHAHA!

____

P.S
突然明白,
还要傻多久?
爱错了才懂.
勇敢的离开你.
我不允许自己再爱上你.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

I AM SECRETLY A NUMBER 5.


Yes!
One week monthly test already over.
So i think i will fail 2subject.
Which is Moral and Science.
Don't care.
It's our holidays now.

After friday test, went to pyramid with my best buddies.
HAHAHAAA fun? Okay lah.
Watch i'm number 4.
Opps. So now i am secretly number 5! :D

2 days left. I'm going China.
Wuhooo. With parents and a bunch of old peoples.
Wait. Old peoples which my grandaunty, granduncles them.
And i'm going to be an old woman too? :(
But can go buy things, tak ape. Haha.

我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙。
我以为终究你会慢慢明白,我的心,在你身上很久了。
我以为我够坚强,却一天天失望,却输得那么绝望。
我的以为,只是我以为。

I thought i am strong enough.
What do you want from me? I mean a the girl.
You can flirt with others, but not him.
Understand? Don't be so flirty, please?
Thankyou.

Ahhh don't emo. Hehe.
Forget it. Don't care this small thing.
But doesn't mean i don't care you.
:)

Goodbye, peeps.
Won't be update this month? Or only this coming week lah.
Let's see.

____

P.S
I MISS YOU.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

LET'S PARTY!


It's friday tomorow, but yet so far.
Haih. Can't wait for tomorow.
I wanna rock everywhere.

Tomorow going for snowflakes, shopping and movie.
With my buddies KokWeng, Bernice, ShawNam and XingDe.
Err. I guess some of my classmate will follow us too.
If i'm not mistaken. Haha.

Ohh ya. Don't wanna be so high.
Tomorow still having maths paper. Haha.
And i got back my ekons and english papers.
Ekons i got 62% + coursework = Maybe 82% ?
English i got 68% + coursework = Maybe 88% ?
Haha. Lets see. :D

And i'm sure i will fail my science, moral?
I hate both of them.
I fail my moral not because i don't have moral knowledge kay!
I fail science just because i don't want to be scienctist!

Hahaha. That's all.
I guess today post got abit boring. :)

Byeee. Love you.

____

P.S
WHEN I THOUGHT IS ALL OVER.

Monday, March 7, 2011

I AM STRONG.


明明很想哭,却还在笑。
明明很在乎,却装作无所谓。
明明很想挽回,却坚定的说不。
明明很痛苦,却偏偏说自己很幸福了。

明明忘不掉,却说可以忘记。
明明放不下,却说他是他,我是我。
明明舍不得,却说我已经受够了。

明明说的话是违心的假话,却说那是真心话。
明明眼泪都快流了,却高昂着头。
明明很累了,却告诉自己我不累。

为的只是隐藏自己的脆弱,即使难过,也会伪装的无所谓。
只是不愿别人看到自己的伤口,不想让别人同情。

只想在心底独自承受,虽然心疼得难以呼吸,
却笑着告诉所有人我没事。
然后静下来时,自己便笑话自己,
何必把自己伪装得那么坚强?
好像自己可以承受所有的苦难。

____

P.S
I LOSE.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

MY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY! ♥


My birthday cake. Thankyou XingDe! :)
Just wanted to thanks everyone who celebrate for me.
Love you peeps much much and forever. Hehe.


My buddy. Bernice Tay Kai Jin.
Thankyou for the box and ask everyone wrote wishes on a love paper! :)
Love you.


My buddy. Aliyaaa.
Without her, i think my life would be sucks! :o
Because no jokes for me. Hehe.
Love you.


My buddy. XingDe.
Without him, my life would be sucks too.
No jokes for me. Hahaha.
Thankyou much for the cake yar.
Love you.


My buddy. KokWeng.
Without him, i will diee too.
Know why? I can't get angry.
Cause he alwys make me angry, sometimes lah. :D
Love you.


My buddy. KhaiXin and EngKuan.
They are sweet couple. Hehe.
Hope you both sweet always. Don't argue always.
Hehe. Love you.


The peoples who celebrate for me. :)
Thanks much.

Then Friday after school.
Went to Sunway with SoonLay, WeiWei and Angeline jiejie.
Thankyou SoonLay, WeiWei, Angeline jiejie and ShiYee.
For the branded purse as my present.
My first branded purse, anyway! :D


My sista. SoonLay.
Without her, no sampat and perasan for me.
Hahaha. Thankyou sista!
Love you.


My sista. WeiWei.
Hehe. You know lah. Mwhaha.
Love you.


My sista. Angeline jiejie.
Thankyou for fetching me to sunway.
Love you.

My special present down here.
Cute and funny.


Bernice made and full of everyone wishes.
Love you peeps.


The box is from Bernice.
The bear is from KhaiXin and KhaiQi.
The two packet is from XiaoHan and KerShin(My cousin bro's gf)
The branded purse from SoonLay, WeiWei, ShiYee and Angeline jiejie.

Really love you peeps much..
I will love you peeps forever and ever.
Appreciate! :)

_____

P.S
I HOPE CAN CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH YOU
FOREVER AND EVER..

Thursday, February 17, 2011

REMIND ME OF YOU AGAIN..


我以为总有一天,我会彻底将爱情忘记,将你忘记。
可是,忽然有一天,我听到一首旧哥,我的眼泪就流下来了。
因为这首歌,我们一起听过。

Can't i just forget everything about you?
Why should those thing remind me of you again?
I just want to stay happy..

I scare you will lost, someday.
I scare other person will snatch you away from me, someday.

I hate when other girls close to you.
I hate when other girls talk to you.
I hate when you treat other girls nicely than me.
You can say i'm stingy. But because of you, i'm stingy.

Just to inform you.
It's been so many years, i still can't put you down.

You'll always on my mind, all day just all the time.
You're everything to me..

____

P.S
THE SILLY GIRL EVER.