END-ing OF 2009 !

it's the day !

muahahahaha ~

can't even sleep well ==

ishhh ~ but yea .. haha :D

EXCITED

going sunway later for shopping .

after all , fly to ht's house for countdown :)

hehehhe ...

ah boom , bish , tiak ... and others

will chor d til the next day . haha ..

i gonna be a panda for the first day of 2010 :/

heheh ... don't get shock when you saw me this panda ! xD

HAPPY NEW YEAR

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P.s

* you'll always gonna be my love ! :D

EXCITED ! :D

damnn happy ! :D

ahhhhhhh ~ 30th dec , a very sweet memory again :)

wuhooo ~ went to eat dinner with buddhist society's members .

while eating , we sing ; laugh and all . hehe ..

is seriously a new year again :D

miss the time with them :(

total only 12 peoples , some of them can't attend :(

and here is the new commitee for next year !

ah kun told us :

next year gonna be a busy year for us .

and you all have to arrange all the time to attend meeting .

next year form 4's members have to put more effort and all .

cause there are some elder sister/brother come back for help us .

they will guide you all !

look serious when he talks .

seriously , i got bit scare T.T

but what i wanna said :

i will take it as important job for me .

between , i will care my studies , family things :)

trust me !

shiying , you can do it ! :D

the 12 commitees for sure next year ! :D

lets together put more effort :)

after eat , we walk for 20 mins go to the FUN FAIR !

finally , we reached ! FINALLY ... ! :D

they looked excited yea ? :D

cause we long time never gather . haha

played this :/

damn scaryyy T.T

and it's the first time i played this dangerous thingy :/

ishhh ~ oh my god !

wanna know when i'm INside there ? :/

don't laugh me , after you know ! :D

it's fun .. hehe :)

my first time , already give you all .

i mean played those dangerous things :)

tomoro countdown , is my first time also .

give to puchong buddhist society's members ! :D

hahahah ...

someone have to sing song for me and make me sleep !

my first time too xD

EXCITED !

my 2009 is so wonderful and is gonna ending soon :/

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P.s

* happy ending soon :/

AUSTRALIA ! :D

the way , the place ... i miss so much ! D:

just back from australia .

went there with 3 keluarga included my family .

quite bored -.- but not really . just some days :)

hahah ...

LCCT - check in - ing .

uncle , aunty and cousins .

they look so excited yea . hahaha ... :)

the only girl -.- cause my 3rd uncle have 5 sons .

ishhh ~ and i'm very close with them too :D haha ..

and only 6 children went to australia .

5 cousins bro and me :)

need to walk -.- lol haha of course .

air asia is like that one . hahah ...

although air asia is my 2nd house , but still i wanted say :

STUPID ! need to walk lagi . hmmm .. haha :)

2 uncles , 2 aunty went in .

my parents do follow them but they don't know how to play -.-

what the ... ? haha ..

uncle says : if win , will bring you all go buy whatever you all want .

but too bad , uncle lost 500 barks(australia money) .

don't care lah xD haha ..

joined my bro's graduation day . heheh ..

cute ehh ? :) haha ..

take pictures with cousins .

the youngest the cuter T.T not me .

the youngest only standard 3 this year .

i'm old jorr :(

bro's house ! haha .. just like a zoo -.-

shitt ~ the stupid cat .

at first i damn scare , but then bro teach me carry it .

siaozzz .. the last day ,

this stupid cat keep wanted to snatched my food -.-

hate it !

haha .. name : mimi . she is cute ! :D

and she likes me . muahahaha ~ hehe xD

too happy !

ask her to stand . cause too naughty ==

hehe between , she is pregnant too :)

i know i'm bad xD

kitty ! :)

cutee too . hehe .. but sometimes very 38 -.-

keep on cry and cry . the sounds is just like when baby cry ==

honghong and mimi . lols .. they're playing ! :)

bring-ing honghong go to jogging .

between i wear slippers go . hahaha ...

first time i knew that my dad can run very fast -.-

hahaha ... he runs the way damn cute ! ehehe ... :)

the xmas day .

they wrote something up there(sky) .

damn nice . hmmm ... but of course need money ==

hahaha ...

24th dec

these peoples went to every houses for asking donation .

and they'll play some music for us . lol .

hahaha ... thier xmas is seriously not same -.-

they played music in shopping centre too :D haha ..

and x'mas day 25th dec , all shopping centre close .

ishhh ~ make me bored ! T.T

then 26th dec , all open .

and is thier boxing day ! :D

means everything half and another half price :)

hahaha ... damn good/nice !

after all come back to malaysia .

hmmm .. australia's airport ! :) hehe ..

ohh yaaa . my bro bought for me ipod and perfume ! hehe

thankyou , brother !

HELLO TO MALAYSIA AGAIN ! :D

lot of photos , but it was in my cousin bro's camera .

he will tag me once he upload to his facebook :)

BUHH BAII

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P.s

* 原来只是自己自作多情 ! T.T

PUCHONG CHILDREN'S CAMP

happy . fun . laugh .

haha .. nice camp at puchong taman yew lai ( hilltop ) ,

but after camp damn tired .

7 dec 8pm end of the camp , and i started sleep like pig !

hehe ... don't laugh me lah .

once you be those children's mummy , you will know how tired .

here the pictures :

wan yee , xiao wei , hui xian and me

wan yee , me , miao jin

(orang perasan) jitshen lengzai -.-

save his contact in my phone and put as jitjit lengzai !

he is cuteeeeee , 16 years old ~ xD

before camp , we play ... singing .

the youngest in my group .

6 years old , cutee ! : )

my lovely lengzaii , lengluii ! : )

miss them ehh T.T

my group's members ! :D

sometimes , been very tired tired .

this camp's children are quite naughty .

ishhh ~ but i'd love them lot lots . * i don't know why *

i scare they kena marah .

although they naughty , but i still love them as my kids .

although i scolded them , but my heart was pain .

why ? D:

sorry , if i never really take care you all well well .

next year wanna see you all again orh . * love *

don't forgot our promise that day we made ! : )

也许 , 我该把你忘掉 .

有些人值得我们去珍惜 , 可有些人不值得我们去珍惜 .

希望你能天天开心 . 我不希望一直纠缠着你 .

最后一次 , 再见 !

这句再见我说过很多次 , 但是每次都不成 .

抱歉 . 请你不要每次用 '' 对不起 '' 来把我的心勾回到你身边 .

我不会再去想你 , 我应该把你放在我心里的某个角落 .

只是角落 ! 不要以为你可以占据所有 .

暂时 , 不会去任何的生活营 .

因为我觉得我的心还不定 . 对不起 , 如果让你等久 .

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P.s

* 是我笨得可以 ,

我将会放下 , 放下 !

BAD ENEMY ; GOOD FRIEND !

你知道要做一个完美的新娘很难吗 ?

也许 , 你会觉得一点都不难 .

但是 , 当你真真的去了解 ... 可能 , 你可以体会得到 .

刚从一个 wedding dinner 回来 .

在那里看着新娘和新郎那么的恩爱 , 有种踢他们的父母亲开心 .

哈哈 ... 我也不知道为什么 .

看着那位新娘正准备着踏入红地毯的那一刻 ,

我正在想着 ... 她会不会觉得很紧张啊 ?

她会不会在最后一秒钟就逃婚啊 ?

新娘的父母亲会不会很伤心/哭啊 ?

养了26年的女儿就快要嫁出去了 .

她的父母亲会不会怕自己的女儿到另一家去受苦 ?

会不会怕自己的女儿跟另一半的家人相处得不好啊 ?

会不会怕自己的女儿到另一家 ... 等等 ...

当孩子/女儿的我也开始在想 ...

当我要嫁出去的那一天我会不会哭啊 ?

因为快要到另一半的家跟他们一起过生活了 .

会不会想念我的父母啊 ?

没有他们在我的身边会不会不习惯啊 ?

也许是我想太多了 ...

我现在虽然跟婚姻的距离还很远 , 但是时间很快就到来的 .

有些事情 , 当女人/孩子的我们 ... 偶尔也该去想想 .

可能会有些人不赞同 , 有些人会赞同 .

但是 , 这是我的想法 ... 不要阻止我的想法/喜欢想的东西 !

i'm sorry for reply you that [ i don't want chat with you now ] .

i don't even know what happen with myself .

i'm very down , i scare i will can't control myself and treat you bad .

i don't want let any people feel that i treat you bad .

sorry is only the word i can't say .

i know sorry for you might be a useless word , but sorry .

I CAN BE A BAD ENEMY ; CAN BE A GOOD FRIEND !

don't ever over my limit . everybody have own limit .

please don't too over !

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PS

tonight ,

I celebrate my love for you .

OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU !

All I hear is raindrops

falling on the rooftop

Ooh baby tell me why'd you have to go ?

Cause this pain I feel it won't go away

And today , i'm officially missing you .

I thought that from this

heartache I could escape

But I've fronted long enough to know

that there ain't no way ,

and today , i'm officially missing you .

Ooh can't nobody do it like you

Said , every little thing you do

Hey baby said it stays on my mind

And I .. I'm officially

All I do is lay round

2 years full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall

just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don't even know you at all

Don't know you at all ..

Well I wish that you would call me right now

so that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it's safe to say , baby

safe to say that I ...

I'm officially missing you .

Well I thought I could just get over you , baby

but I see there's something I just can't do

From the way you would hold me

to the sweet things you told me

I just can't find a way to let go of you

It's official

Oh .. you know that

I'm missing you , yeah , yes

All I hear is raindrops

Ooh yeah

AND I'M OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU ! D:

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PS

i'm officially missing you :/

STAY FOREVER MORE ! :D

Now that you're here with me , we've got a world of our own

How can it be that we

Waited so long though we knew we belong

I always felt I'd find someone , now I do believe that you're the one

This moment when love finds a way , this moment will last

This moment of touch in my heart , with your love

oh ... Life is a mystery

And no one knows what's to come , it is a blessing we

Now have become what was meant all along

This moment of touch in my heart , forever in love
And I need you to know , i'll never let go

In this moment I will stay forever more
Cause I need to believe that faith will lead us through the night

And I wanna believe the love we have was shining light

STAY FOREVER MORE

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PS

我可以一杯接着一杯 , 只为了你想要喝醉

在你迷濛眼神里 , 仿佛才有我的美

我可以一杯接着一杯 , 只要留你在我身边

就当做是一时气氛美 , 也足够我反复的回味